Monday, February 6 0 comments

YOU and HIM

He is someone who has a fire within him
He makes me spark to flame
His gaze when he stares straight to my eyes makes me melt
It weakens my body and all my senses.
He hugs and kisses me like no tomorrow
He holds my hand and squeezes them
And I squeeze back his hands
He longs for me so much that I can’t resist his longing
He don’t want somebody else but me and me alone

You are someone I stand to be with
You make me smile and laugh
You are my ideal guy
But when you’re around I can’t feel the sparks
I can’t feel butterflies in my stomach
No tight hugs and broken lips 
No passion and desire in your eyes
No hisses of I love you in my ears
That makes me giggle

I can’t make up my mind
Whom will I choose, you or him?
I want you to stay
And I want him to stay too
Confuse, confuse, confuse….
It seems I’m in a middle of two boulders
You are the one who keeps me steady
While he is the one who push me to become limitless


* Seven months ago I posted this in my tumblr account (http://human-angel.tumblr.com/).. 

I gave up HIM for YOU but in the end I loses them both. Now, I'm wondering if what really went wrong? Is it me or the way I sort things out? Currently, I only have one realization in my mind: 
Go for someone who cares more about you, the one who hold you tight, the one that squeezes your hand back, the one who wants to know you more each day. Don't push them away from you just to cater your ideal guy.
 
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